A new day has come.......

So....I am getting the D word...D-ivorced! I never in my life thought that this would ever happen...but again there are sooooo many things in my life I thought would never happen...gaining back the thirty pounds I lost last year is one of them. So, my title I would like fries with that is because I look at writing, or blogging as a stress reliever,as well as how I look at food...when I am stressed all I want is McDonalds. A McDonald's cheeseburger, french fries and a coke seem to make it alllll better,until I find the pants I have been looking for FOREVVVVER and they don't fit anymore because I cant handle stress like a healthy person and go for a jog...I used to , but then I got lazy and going through the drive thru at my local McDonald's seemed waaaaay more appealing. So anywho, thats where I got to where I am...sitting on a couch , lonely , drinking a miniature diet coke...(which are amazing...i love that they are tiny!!!)wishing i could spend every dime on shoes,because lets face it, you could weigh 300 pounds and still rock some cute shoes....my feet are the only one digit size on me!!! Ahh...i know, i know, stop complaining and get off the couch and take a walk...but it's already 9, and there's work tomorrow and the rest of the week and well, i just don't feel like walking after scarfing down a quesadilla anda reese's ice cream sandwich thing, which is also heaven, would do me any good...I looked up how raven samone lost her weight and she said she just stopped stressing and ate smaller portions, but that losing the weight didn't boost her confidence one bit....huh...strange. Anyways , back to my original point...a new day has come...I am getting a divorce and will eventually "work out" my frustration with the whole process..maybe in a healthy way....probably not though...well the dryer just buzzed...that's my que to be productive in some fashion...tata for now!